Today at work has been pretty good, I was confronted by the girl, I say girl, women, I am not 16 anymore and neither is she, anyway, Helen saying that I never answered my phone when she called me back. I didn’t even get the call; she said that it went straight to the Orange voicemail without ringing. Kinda strange as other people got through on the same night, anyway, we got talking today and I found out a few more things about her past, which I won’t go into here obviously. But I feel myself being drawn closer to Helen, but I am not sure that she feels the same, and doesn’t just see me as a good friend, which many of women do, guess I am too much of nice guy to be attractive to women, at least sexually, but I cant change what I am, it’s not something you can easily change. But something that happened today was that Helen feels that she is being persecuted by one of the supervisors, who shall remain nameless for the time being. She was in tears over it, and I found myself getting angry because of it, it upsets me seeing someone I care about being treated this way, so it proves that my feelings are strong towards her. I would still like to go out for a drink with her as it would be more comfortable as I have to be careful about what I say while in work. I am quite hopeful now after last weeks disappointments, maybe this will be a new start for both myself and Helen as it seems we are both deeply unhappy individually, so just maybe together we could be happy, but that’s a long way off at this moment in time. I am still not sure of her feelings, but I feel that I am already falling for her. I don’t know whether I should tell her how I feel directly as I don’t want to lose her as a friend, or whether we could even be friends after such a revelation; it’s a complicated situation, which I can’t go into here!