Before I go to work, just a quick update on things, Lindsey has re-added me to her myspace friends list. I am hoping to be able to talk with her properly very soon, but that’s kinda hard at the moment with me going to bed before she gets home from work. I am still not 100% sure where I stand, but I am not going to stress over it, I’m just happy that she hasn’t left my life completely. It’s like we are married you know, we argue about silly things, then we split up then make up again, but I don’t want to feel this way all the time, so I am just going to chill out and speak to Lindsey when I can, instead of sitting up all night obsessing about why she isn’t online. I am going to try to get on with my own life here in the UK, trying to get back in contact with Helen, see if there is any future with her. Obviously Lindsey is the one I really want, but I may have to settle, at least in the immediate future, anyway, off to work!
