Every time I talk with Ali, my heart feels stronger and stronger for her, I now realise that I never loved Lindsey, maybe I was in love with the idea of being with an American woman as I wasn’t have much luck here in Plymouth, and I certainly never loved Jill, although I do like Jill, I think she’s a great person, and I wish her all the happiness in the world. I would have liked to have kept Lindsey as a friend, but it seems that’s not possible. Which is probably for the best, it means I can concentrate solely on Ali, she is the most important thing in my life, she makes me feel so good, I was almost skipping around work last night, nothing could put me in a bad mood. It’s totally crazy that I feel this way without actually meeting, but we both feel the same and it feels so right in every way. We have been totally honest with each other about our pasts, and we feel that it was meant to happen, Ali was meant to join myspace and find me, we were destined to feel this way. Normally I think that the world is conspiring against me, but something must have leant a helping hand in bringing us together. The date of our meeting has been brought forward by a week and half, Ali is visiting me for four days from Wednesday through to Saturday and I can’t wait to be able to hold her, kiss her, love her and… actually I’ll stop there… but you get the idea!