And best of all, it’s me. We have decided to make it official, or as official as it can get being 4398 miles apart, but we want to make some sort of commitment to each other and plan to meet in the new year. We have so much in common and are looking for the same things in life and most of all, we make each other very happy. There’s still a long way to go and a lot of hard times ahead before we can ultimately be together, but she plans to come over here in March or April and maybe I will fly back with her and stay in the US with her for 3 months (the maximum time I can stay on a tourist VISA), all this is dependant on having funds to make that happen and whether we feel the same spark when we meet. I am confident that I will feel the same about her when we meet and she is confident she’ll feel the same about me. Our feelings have been growing for each other on a daily basis; all her friends have noticed a change in her and I’ve been a lot happier in myself too. I really can see us spending our lives together, but I want to keep a lid on those feelings as much as I can, but that’s not an easy thing to do. Anyway, I have told her about this ‘blog now, so here’s some details, she’s called Erin, she’s 29, from Wichita, Kansas, of African American descent (milk chocolate, hmm tasty) and has a little boy, she possibly has the best personality in the world ever, and has a very pretty face that I can’t help being attracted to, I’m a sucker for a pretty smile! I can’t wait for her to get a webcam so I can see her pretty face in real time, talking on the phone is nice, but it’s more personal when we can see each other as we talk, she has already seen me on webcam while we were talking on the phone. The best thing of all is that I don’t feel I need to waste my life away in pubs drowning my sorrows, life feels good at the moment and all that is because of meeting Erin, she has breathed new life into my flagging life!